Unapologetically Black

Why is being Black a problem? As a Black woman and a Black future pharmacist, I constantly surprise people. I talk like I have an education; I walk like I have a purpose; and I live like I have a right. Unfortunately, this is not true for many patients who look like me.
 
We’ve been demonized and ignored and treated as less than human. We are locked out of mainstream society- told to swim against the current and “better ourselves,” only to meet the dam of double standards. This is not a model for health.
 
What we need are role models, such as Dr. Blaise Ndukwe of Kalamazoo, Michigan, to show Black patients that we, too, can wear white coats.
 
“As the only black pharmacist employed with Gull Pointe Pharmacy at the time, I felt a duty from the first day I stepped into that pharmacy to advocate for black and brown patients. While I enjoyed my interactions with all of the patients I assisted, my interactions with black and brown patients, specifically, always felt more special. The way they looked at me, the way they spoke with me. There was always some level of respect and awe there. To be the only young, black, male pharmacist at that pharmacy and one of the only black pharmacists in the city of Kalamazoo, MI. That duty to represent weighed heavily on my shoulders and I fully embraced it. My most memorable encounter was with a black patient who had come through the drive-thru for his monthly refill. The cashiers noted him as a “problem patient” because he never “knew what medications he needed to pick up.” Instead, I saw him as someone who needed more devoted time from a pharmacist. I offered to sit down with him to review all of his medications and he accepted. A few days went by, and I never heard from him again. Then one day, he walked in unexpectedly and asked for me. Sitting down with him to review his medications was an opportunity for me to not only educate him, but for him to open up to me about his experiences at the pharmacy. He talked to me about the personal struggles he faced in his life as a black man and the things he does now to give back to his community. As I listened to him speak, I realized how important it was for him to finally see a pharmacist who looked like him. I realized just how important it was for him to finally see a pharmacist he could be unapologetically black with. Our conversation meant a lot to him, not just from an educational perspective, but also a personal one. He left the pharmacy that day knowing that he had an advocate, someone who would have his back when the other employees labeled him as “difficult” and “drug seeking.” He left that day knowing that he had an advocate who looked like him. He never let me forget just how much our interaction meant to him. Whenever he called he would ask to speak to me, and if I was unavailable, he would let the technician know to tell me how grateful he was for my help. We developed a friendly relationship, and sometimes he would show me pictures of his garden. I always enjoyed my interactions with him. Those moments truly made me feel as though I was fulfilling the duty I gave myself when I first stepped into Gull Pointe Pharmacy.”
 
-Blaise Ndukwe, PharmD

Introduction written by: Christian Brown, UNC Class of 2023; PharmAlliance Student